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Forever Alone by Light-girl Forever Alone by Light-girl

VENTARTALERT:

*Insertmemehere* Cause we all know that's common. lol
It's been a while since I drew some vent art, but I guess that doesn't stop this head of mine.
So ya. I have been feeling very alone, but not in the way of family and friends. In a relationship way, but I guess it doesn't help that every year and almost everyday of my life since the 6th grade people who were in relationships seem to rub it IN MY FACE. >|T

In 6th grade, I saw people starting to get together and it seemed that everyone had someone EXCEPT me. Even though I was a loner, I still appreciated someone talking to me. It didn't bother me that my friends had a boy/girlfriend back then because I was young and I knew I still a couple of years before I took a full interest in a relationship.

In High School however, it was absolute HELL. *What else* I saw practically EVERYONE have a companion and kissing each other whenever they could. Even a couple who for some reason I got behind EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. in the lunch line (Don't ask me how) made out and NO ONE did anything. Not even me because I was shy, embarrassed, and didn't want to be looked at as the one that was "Oh look, someone who can't stand kissing. What a dweeb". Trust me. I put up with a LOT of those stares. It was the worse in my history class in Freshmen year, where I sat next to an old Class mate of mine from Elementary school. He'd ask me what time it was, and the first time I looked at the clock to check for him, and then I felt fingers on my side and he said, "Tickle time!" I turned back, utterly embarrassed, and he along with his friends laughed. He continued to do this everyday until he transferred schools. He did the same things in Elementary school, except he was sweet talking me to be funny. It also didn't help that it triggered flash backs to a bad experience to when I was a kid. =^=;;;;;; The ONLY good thing to come out of high school, besides my friends and my teachers, was a sweet guy named Ryan, who I was in an online relationship for two years. We broke up since he didn't want anything bad to happen between us, and I fully respect him for that. :hug:

And college is...Well...Sorta like the last two combined. I don't care yet I do. I want companionship yet I don't. I am scared of being betrayed and just being used as a trivial toy. I either see boys as just friends or an enemy because of that fricken experience.

Welp, that felt good. Time to draw some more. *Goes to do so*


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:iconthisthingeaten:
ThisThingEaten Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2014
Hi, Sarah,

I understand completely how you feel, as we have had some similar experiences. I'm sorry those things happened to you, but I would like to see you again soon if you would like to go out with me. i always enjoy the time we spend together and would never betray you.

Sincerely
Tyler
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MyLittleMaren Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Just don't feel rushed to find someone, that can lead to some of the worst scenarios ever.
If it makes you feel less lonely, I am 20 and have never been in a relationship. On the other hand, I'm not really looking for one. Come what may come, be it romantic love or platonic love. That's just how I think. ^^,
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Light-girl Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
All very true. This was just me feeling a bit lonely lol
We shall find our significant others hopefully soon :tighthug:
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Green042 Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
If it makes you feel any better I'm a forever aloner too. :huggle:
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:iconlight-girl:
Light-girl Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
<8C.....HUG ME! *Hugs*

Jackle: =^=;;;
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Green042 Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
*Hugs back tightly* Don't worry though, we wont be forever alone forever. ;3

Oy, Jackle, what, you got a problem with hugs? >:C
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Light-girl Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I hope so <|.3c

Jackle: No no, it's just she's over reacting

Me: Nu I not! >8C
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Green042 Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I know so <:3

Pfft, she ain't over reacting Jackle. You're just jealous 'cause you're not as in touch with your emotional side as we are. -u-
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Light-girl Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Jackle: Doh bleh I have no need for one!

Star: Jacky! :3

Jackle: .///////////////o

Me: Oh really nao? >|3 
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Green042 Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Nah, sure you don't ''Jacky''. >; )
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Light-girl Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Jackle: >8//C I-I DO NOT!

Star: <:C

Jackle: .//^//.'''

Me: :icontrollfaceplz:
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Darkmetaldragon Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
awww I understand you~ ;-; *tight hug* :tighthug:
you're such a nice and kind person, I'm really sure you'll find someone one day :hug:
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Light-girl Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist

*Hugged tight* <|.3
Thanks so much :heart: I have a feeling I will, I'm just sorta nervous when <|D;;;

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Darkmetaldragon Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
^u^
don't be nervous about it <:3 :tighthug:
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:iconlight-girl:
Light-girl Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
B-But I'm always nervous <|///3c
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:icondarkmetaldragon:
Darkmetaldragon Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
there's no need to <:3 he'll surely be too
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:iconlight-girl:
Light-girl Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Meeeeeeh >////A/////< lol
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Darkmetaldragon Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
xD :tighthug: <:3
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SmutronBow Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014  Student General Artist
N'awwwww Q__Q I fully understand you *bad luck with love*
Even if I'm in 6th grade so do I understand, dear Q_Q *hugs you*
Being the one watching everyone else be together with someone is just annoying T-T
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:iconlight-girl:
Light-girl Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
*Hugs back* <:3
I guess I'm just paranoid that boys don't like me at all lol But I do just have to be patient for the right guy to come around. <|//3
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SmutronBow Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2014  Student General Artist
O__O ...
Omgf I ain't alone with being paranoid with that <8'D *gets slapped by one of my characters*
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:iconlight-girl:
Light-girl Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
*Flails at your character* No slap them! >8C Hug me kindred spirit! :hugs: <83c *I use that phrase too much XD;;;;*
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SmutronBow Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2014  Student General Artist
I swear it's lil Flame who's bitching around again and slapped me <8'D :hug: 83 *lol XDD*
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:iconlight-girl:
Light-girl Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist

Well they no do that. >|C

Jackle: Oy...

Me: =3=

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SmutronBow Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2014  Student General Artist
*gasps as if I'm surprised* Yo Jackle =v= *sounds lazy*

Flamely: Pffft, a giant flying cape, hoooooow wonderful -v-

Me: *hit lil Falme in the back head* >8C
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:iconlight-girl:
Light-girl Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist

Jackle: e.o HEY. I'll have you know that THIS cape was-

Me: *Slaps hand over mouth* NOPE. SPOILERS.

Jackle: =.=;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;


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PokreatiaForms Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Aaawww, bbyyyyyghdfkjhbjsgfskj, I'm sorry! \;A;/

*sUPERHUGS* I understand the need for companionship... But please don't worry! Patience! There's no need to rush into one! >8Vb
Perhaps one day, a good friend will realize his affection for you, and things can develop from there.
And don't give up! Even if you're the first to reveal your feelings, and he doesn't feel the same way, just give it some time. And if he still hasn't changed his mind, then there are still countries of people out there you haven't met yet! At least one of them will return your feelings, I promise! Just keep on going! >^<
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Light-girl Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
*Superhugged* It ok <|.3

Thank you for your words. I do have a couple of guys friends, but I tend to either never be interested, shy, or they are taken lol I hope to meet him soon thou :heart:
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PokreatiaForms Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Soooooon! d>A<b
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Light-girl Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yeeeeesh! X////3c
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WolfGirl762 Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014
Same here. Huggle! 
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:iconlight-girl:
Light-girl Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:tighthug: <|3
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:iconbec66:
Bec66 Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014
Just try to make friends with a boy and see were it goes from there.
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:iconlight-girl:
Light-girl Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
That's the problem. Every boy I'm friends with it doesn't seem they're interested.
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Bec66 Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014
I see.
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RevRun14 Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014

I'm the same way with relationships. Only, it was easy for me not to be in a relationship before university because every guy I met was an a-hole, taken, or saw other men. In university now, all the nice guys I would like to date respect me too much and see me as a peer to work with and to have fun with while all the a-hole I would never date keep on hitting on me.

I want to be in a relationship, but don't want to be in one at the same time.

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:iconlight-girl:
Light-girl Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
All true. I've seen and even met a few guys who were nice, but I just don't trust easily.
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RevRun14 Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014
By the hands of time, WE SHALL HAVE OUR DAY OF RECKONING!!!
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:iconlight-girl:
Light-girl Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
AGREED!!!! :glomp:
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Azelforest Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Ur not alone with any of that. :U Most gals on here are singles with bad past trying to move on and get a life. 
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:iconlight-girl:
Light-girl Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
True True. :( It helps that I have friends like you thou <: )
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Azelforest Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
yeeey eve
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ManicxMidnight132 Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014  Student Digital Artist
I know how that feels. It use to happen to me and it still does
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:iconlight-girl:
Light-girl Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hug me! :tighthug:
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ManicxMidnight132 Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2014  Student Digital Artist
:hug:
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