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Hello DA! Sorry I've been away for so long. A LOT of things came up, and I was barely drawing for a while. 
Truth be told, this slump I've been in has been going on for at least 2 years. Whether it was my depression or me swimming in self pity, I don't know. Lately my anxiety has been on over drive, even when I have no reason to be nervous or worried. I also have had some family issues as well as issues with friends, which made me have a mental brake down where I literally locked myself in the bathroom and had a panic attack.
I say that nothing is wrong because I don't want people to worry, but in the end it makes them worry even more. I think what the main problem is that I don't want to trouble people with my issues, cause I want to solve it myself. I'd rather help someone else and make them happy and smile then have them worry about me. I want to handle things on my own cause I am old enough to do so. So when these things happen, I tend to hide myself from everything so no one will know that I'm sad or afraid; because I don't want them to think I am weak or a little child. I know that no one thinks that of me, and the ones that do I tend to ignore, but it's like a nagging voice in my mind, saying that my problems are childish and I should be able to handle them on my own. And that can be dangerous for me, as I have attempted a lot of things I'm not proud of.
When someone asks me if something is wrong, I get nervous and upset. Not because they are worried, but because I am showing weakness. I'm showing something I don't want anyone to see; myself at my lowest. Finally I couldn't take it anymore and broke down in front of the one person I care more than anything. My mom. She is my inspiration, and for her to see me like that made me feel guilty. She has her problems and I have mine, and I don't want to add on to them. She sat me down, and told me that I came first. No matter what problems I had or what I say to myself, she is always the first person to shoot those accusations down.
Finally I think I can say that I truly love myself. There will be times where I look at myself in a mirror and think I'm the lowest person on earth, but I know that there are people who love me and care, and I know there is a wonderful future waiting for me. It may have took me forever to see this, but I do now. I finally see me as a person and not as a monster or a deformed girl. I see me as me, and that's all I think anyone I love would want ^//.//^
And now I think I can finally move forward and return here with a positive mind and more art than ever before! 
For everyone who stuck around and waited, who gave advice and motivation to a silly girl like me...

Thank you so much :iconblueheartplz:

Light-girl~

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Well...I'm hyper and kind and such. I'm sometimes blaming myself and when I'm REALLY ticked, it's best to leave me alone. Other then that, I'm calm, cool and collected. Pokemon basically rule my life...Besides the computer...XD

Yu-gi-oh: (Original and GX)

Pokemon: (As you know)

Slayers Revolution

Digimon

Kirby

Inuyasha

Mega-Man

FullMetal Alchemist

Avatar: The Last Airbender

Now for the games:

All things pokemon based. XD

NiGHTS into Dreams/ Journey of dreams (I love those games ^^)

Tales of the Abyss

Sonic games (I love Sonic stuff) And more!

Well...I'm an anime freak, and gamer freak. XD I love to draw and I mean L-O-V-E LOVE!!! I also like to write and sometimes paint. I sometimes hate my life, but I know that if I have friends and family on my side, I can over come anything. I love annoying my brothers though. XD But they get me back...DX....Anyway, I admire drawers who give off good drawing techniques. As in, shows different ways to draw characters. Well, I have nothing else to think of so I'll stop here. Have great days and keep on drawings!

DA Family!

Brothers: :iconultima395: and :iconrahztheechidna:

Sisters: :iconwazmanventure:, :iconxxxmasumixxx:, :iconblue-shadow-princess:, and :iconinvadersnowy:

Adoptive-mother: :iconpokreatiaforms: (Long story...^^;)

Aunt: :iconmidnight-wolfmaren:

Cousin: :iconnarcissus-31st:

Shiny Eevee: :iconwebghost:

Personal Jester: :iconblack-angel-dan:

Just ask me if you wanna be a part of it ^^

From, Light-girl ^^

Current Residence: New Jersey
Favourite genre of music: Slow, fast, and sometimes in the middle
Favourite photographer: None
Favourite style of art: Any kind...except all bloody...^^;
Wallpaper of choice: Anything anime :3
Skin of choice: Mine.
Favourite cartoon character: I just don't know anymore...^^;
Personal Quote: I'm perfectly different and differently PERECT~ <3
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lintu47 Featured By Owner 12 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy early Birthday! :happy birthday: by iDJPanda
:iconflyingheartsplz: birthday cake by Chibivillecute :iconflyingheartsplz:
Have a wonderful day! Best wishes,
Cristina. :happybounce:
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dreamer73 Featured By Owner 2 days ago
Hey Friend! ^^/
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Light-girl Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey! How you be? :)
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Jian-Li Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2016
Thank you for the faves~:iconiloveitmoreplz:
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Light-girl Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Np! ^0^
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NecoroDee1000 Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2016  New Deviant Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav! >3<
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Light-girl Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No problem! I loves your art! X3
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dreamer73 Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2015
HELLO!  Frisk the Fallen Child Icon  
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Light-girl Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hi hi! X3 How are you?
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dreamer73 Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2015
I'm okay, and you? 
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